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Steeze
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Look the Navy botched a dental surgery while I was deployed... it left me with two missing teeth and permanent nerve damage. This was while I was deployed and they refused to send me to guam because it would cost too much. They didn't have the equipment they needed and the dentist didn't know what he was doing. I have pain in the left side of my face every day.
To top that off the VA is battling me hand and foot, never returning calls and emails.. they are med boarding me a few months before my contract ends. Yes I'm bitter... I enjoyed the navy. But I expect them to take care of my meds and healthcare. The pills I need are very expensive... they're trying their hardest to avoid me.
So yeah... I'm a little pissed. Trying to stay optimistic and not drink too much. I have a lot going on and alcohol has always been a crutch. I'm not perfect... but I'm trying to provide for my wife and kids the best I can. Sorry for the rant... at least I'm still somewhat coherent... and that's an accomplishment for me. If posting provocative **** like this on an xterra forum keeps me from slamming that bottle of whiskey then that's what I'm going to try. I need a little help.. not from anyone in particular.. I can handle my own issues. I'm scared of drinking.. and sometimes I need to talk **** out on the internet.... there's my story. I don't care what you think about me.. that's the truth...
Is that too much to ask?
To top that off the VA is battling me hand and foot, never returning calls and emails.. they are med boarding me a few months before my contract ends. Yes I'm bitter... I enjoyed the navy. But I expect them to take care of my meds and healthcare. The pills I need are very expensive... they're trying their hardest to avoid me.
So yeah... I'm a little pissed. Trying to stay optimistic and not drink too much. I have a lot going on and alcohol has always been a crutch. I'm not perfect... but I'm trying to provide for my wife and kids the best I can. Sorry for the rant... at least I'm still somewhat coherent... and that's an accomplishment for me. If posting provocative **** like this on an xterra forum keeps me from slamming that bottle of whiskey then that's what I'm going to try. I need a little help.. not from anyone in particular.. I can handle my own issues. I'm scared of drinking.. and sometimes I need to talk **** out on the internet.... there's my story. I don't care what you think about me.. that's the truth...
Is that too much to ask?